
For me, the hardest thing in this lovely universe is to understand love, Most of mah comrades often say 'U r in luv' but if u'll ask me 'what z luv??'. That z the only question which i couldn't ans. From mah own thinking,i dont knw why teenagers r so eager and so desperate to having boyfriends/girlfriends. They desperately want to know what it is like to have someone who don't have any blood-relation with you,cares about you and say all those sweet and romantic things.It is not like 'I' am against people having their love at first sight. It is just that because i don't think it is necessary to get involved in a relationship, that u knew that it will endup sooner or later,or u may be married to someone else in future.
Some of mah comrades thought it is cool to have a bf/gf, so that u can show them to your friends, it is just something u can proud of, because u r able to tackle a guy/girl to involved in a relationship with you, But i think this does not suits to me, because i m not interested to tackle any girl. I had always loved one,Nothing New, it happens with most of the human. Surprising thing is that she don't want to talk to me, then i still want to talk 2 her, whether i just wish to be 200km away from the word 'Love'. This question becomes more important when during my internship i was asked to define 'Love',.
Finally i figure out love is a feeling, but my senior does not want a definition based on lexicon, he wanted the definition to be from me. Then suddenly on the spot something past across my mind, I had just thought about my first or last Love or Crush, which was towards a girl, we were in same school and coaching, i don't know how did it happened?? But i just suddenly remember about her,I will always try to look at her face, well the more proper word is to 'Spy', whenever i get chance to do it, Always want to listen her voice, as her voice was so special for me, Generally my heartbeat get increased by her voice,Always want to chat with her, Always want to read her chats to know with whom she is chatting?? ohh sry!! Not now, perhaps this was the reason she does not want to talk me anymore..Then why i still Luv her, Why she is still in mah mind.
This question had stolen my many nights, Then i remembered another thing it was not a crush, i really love her because a kind of saw at her face, i was mesmerized by her smile. lips and hairs..
So finally I found a very convincing definition from my point of view "Humans actually are not able to define love with words, they can only define it with actions that they have taken to do towards the people they love." Furthermore love can never die, love is always alive...i dont know how much i got is correct.?? still searching the question Why i still love her..??


